okay...so i fail at deviantart, and i apologize.
the main problem is that while i do want to pursue my modeling further, school is my first priority. i'm almost done for the semester though, so that's good.

actually, i'm in the middle of a 15 page forensics paper, so here's a breakdown of what's new in my life:

+ decided to be an english major. because science kicked my ass

+ i'm a redhead again! hooray!

+ i've re-discovered my love of painting/drawing. i'm pretty sure i suck real bad at it, but at least i enjoy it, yeah?

+ i've re-discovered my love of writing poetry! i know i don't suck at this though.

+ i have a new love/addiction/obsession in my life: rock climbing!! i went one night because a friend of mine is really into it, and she was having a bad day. i had never done it before and i assumed i'd be bad enough at it that it would make her laugh.
this was not the case. i discovered i was actually very good at it! which is amazing, considering i've never been good at any physical activity (well, i haven't considered myself good at it). i found out that i actually have the ideal body type for a climber; small, thin, some muscle but not too much. having feet small enough to tackle really tiny footholds is a bonus too
so, i am hooked. i'm building more muscle than i've ever had in my life, as well as some wicked hand calluses that i'm hilariously proud of. yay!

+ i can also safely say that i've recovered/am recovering from an eating disorder that has consumed me for the past 3 years. i'm happier all around, and i love that feeling.

in closing, i'll try to be more active around here, and i'm sorry for my neglect.
back to the epic paper!

xoxo,
c.